Ayrie had his surgery on 10/30/2009 and we got some good news… the funny things is that I’m just feeling good about it now, 4 days later.  This isn’t the first time that there has been [...]]]> I was reading through my notebook for school and I found this note that I wrote to myself on November 2, 2009.

Ayrie had his surgery on 10/30/2009 and we got some good news… the funny things is that I’m just feeling good about it now, 4 days later.  This isn’t the first time that there has been a lag between what happened and when I actually feel my reaction

Do you ever feel that way?  There’s too much to feel so you don’t?  Or there’s too much going on at a given time to out energy into emotions so you compartmentalize?

After Ayrie’s surgery four days ago I feel generally exhausted, relieved and depressed but when I try to untangle and examine all of these feelings I hit a brick wall.  It’s like my inner psyche is protecting me from something.  I guess in time I will be able to look back and understand what or why!

Please leave a comment or send me a story about how you experience the emotional roller coaster that you are one.

xo

nora